:(

Shin,
yea, I'm ok with that incident already.
I know who are true friends,
and I know who are touch-and-go(or hi-and-bye)friends.
And yup, I know how to handle it.

But then now there's something more serious happening..
and I really hope it ends as soon as possible..
One of my best friend went to supermarket after her dinner alone..
and when she stepped out of the mall,her eyes were covered by 2-3 strangers(she wasn't sure cause she was captured)
The strangers threatened her to give them MYR 5000, or else they will spread her photos(her photos while she was in washroom were captured)
She was scared and called a few people but couldn't get them..
Luckily there was a car passing by and the strangers released her..

But they've got my friend's phone number...
they kept disturbing her for a few days..
they threatened her to give them money and have sex with them,
or else the photos will be spreaded..
the thing is, they do have the photos,
as they sent 2 to my friend...

Shin,
I'm so so soooo pissed off by the strangers..
They age between 30s - 50s (estimated by my friend by their voices)
How do they feel if the victim is their daughter?
Crazy bastards!

My friend has already reported to police..
but she's already at home alone for 5 days,
didn't even step out for classes or anything..
during night, she didn't even dare to sleep with light off..
and she has got the feeling of stared by others all time..
Before that, she's already a mentally weak girl...
I really hope she can go through this..
She's just like my sister..
A girl that sometimes I blame for her weakness,
but I love her for her cheerfulness and her selflessness..

God bless this girl go through this quickly
without any huge consequences...
and those few guys get as bad returns as possible!
Hopefully they all get erectile dysfunction!

Something that really pissed me off

Shin,
I wanna say I have probs too this week..

My personal prob:
I think it's a must to jot it down
to make it a lesson to me...
I dropped RM 97 cash from my pocket when I crossed a busy street..
And I realized it after some time...
I was super down because
I really blamed myself a lot...
I should have been more aware...

The other thing..
recently there was teachers politics,
and later caused class politics.
I'm ok with the thing that happened,
as nobody knows what happened(i mean our classmates)
I won't have any hard feelings toward this..
What we know was just part of the fact...
No point spending time to blame anyone...
To me,
the best way to solve this is to keep mum and just let it go..
If there's really something that will harm us,
we can voice it up when necessary.
But not to complicate the incident with all old examples...
Shin, do you agree with me?

But what made me really speechless was not
my friends who chose one side to stand,
neither those like me who are neutral and don't say a word.
I hate a few that don't even think and simply stand where majority stand.
These people are really horrible,
their attitude and feelings toward a thing/person can be changed according who they're talking to..
Some of them even provide some private info to others to make people accept them as their gang..
It's kinda like betraying our own friends to make people accept us...
Sorry for the foul word..but yes f*** them!
I really look down to those people!
Don't they have brains? No, i don't think they have.
Don't they have hearts? Hmm, maybe yes, maybe no.
They really made me re-consider what a friend is like.
Backstabbing?Betraying? Ohhh they're so low!

I'm so glad and fortunate to have a few of you!
I'm pretty sure I'm not that kind of famous ones, and liked by many people...
but at least,
those I treat them as true friends appreciate and treasure me as well..
Unlike those people,
others treat them as friends,
but when hard times come,
not helping and backstabbing!
Ohhhh! I just hate these few people!

Shin,
sorry for being so emotional..
Because I can't show it in front of my friends..
I don't wanna create another chaos in my class..

Shin, take care ya!
What you've decided was right!
No point tolerating him/her/them further!
Two people that can get along well either because they have similar thoughts,
or because they're comfortable with each other and are able to accept the dissimalarities..
If there's just one party keep giving,
and the other party doesn't appreciate, or doesn't even agree,
no point trying so hard..
A touch-and-go friend in this circumstance would be good enough :)
Cheer my dear..
Since you've made your mind,
just go with what you're gonna do...
I'm here supporting you always :)

Report to you~

Hello shin!
I'm WELL now :)
the day after my diarrhea was ok actually,
but the next morning,
my stomach got so bloated and occasionally pain.
I was so scared but what to do..
The frequency I blurped one day was more than what I did for a month.
Terrible and it lasted for 2 days!
I got no appetide and when I was in a small room with 8 people,
I almost throw up.

Anyway,
it's gone!
and, yuan lai shi menstruation!
hahahaaaa..
who knows pms comes right after diarrhea?
worried me a lot lehh~ hehheeee

How're you?
u're also sick that time right?