Hello! An yeong!

Hello my dear shin..
I'm really a blessed girl. thanks god.
I have one and only best friend like you,
I have sisters around me no matter what happens,
I have friends who treat me well :)

Go to www.wretch.cc/blog/y1y1ng91
I wrote something there, and I'm not gonna repeat it here..
Recently I really feel so blessed :D

Are you good there?
Saw your post in your blog, and also saw the photo you posted in facebook..
I assume you had a great anniversary at the end?
Hmm, like what I posted in facebook to you,
love yourself more and take everything that happened as experience.
Experience that makes you grow and makes you tough and strong!
Being grateful to your life makes things beautiful :)

Talked to wenwei just now..
it has been a few months didn't really talk to him dy.
Ya, i think the only CH friend i contacted these few months was only you.
Life's busy, of course not to the extend I got no time at all..
Just that after spending time on travelling, assignments/tests/presentations, sports, leisure, I got no much time left.(oh, sleep too!)

Even the sha po Ching yein too!
I bought 6 pairs of earrings in Diva.
Not cheap though, cost me MYR 30.
(Ok la because someone gave me MYR 10 voucher)
3 for my sisters, 2 for both of you and 1 for myself!
They're special as none of each in a pair is similar.
I keep the apple and four-leaves-clover for you, ok?
(I'll try my best to keep them until you come back)

Oh ya, wenwei said he's going to meet up with me on early dec.
And he has got something to announce!
Ayyyy, would it be he's got gf? getting married?
I'm really curious but he refused to tell me now!
Ishhhh! hahahahahaaa..ok let's wait for it!
Update you then if it's an explosive news ok??!!! *evil smile*

Ok la shin I'll stop here.
Stay well and healthy ya :)
Love you <3

:(

Shin,
yea, I'm ok with that incident already.
I know who are true friends,
and I know who are touch-and-go(or hi-and-bye)friends.
And yup, I know how to handle it.

But then now there's something more serious happening..
and I really hope it ends as soon as possible..
One of my best friend went to supermarket after her dinner alone..
and when she stepped out of the mall,her eyes were covered by 2-3 strangers(she wasn't sure cause she was captured)
The strangers threatened her to give them MYR 5000, or else they will spread her photos(her photos while she was in washroom were captured)
She was scared and called a few people but couldn't get them..
Luckily there was a car passing by and the strangers released her..

But they've got my friend's phone number...
they kept disturbing her for a few days..
they threatened her to give them money and have sex with them,
or else the photos will be spreaded..
the thing is, they do have the photos,
as they sent 2 to my friend...

Shin,
I'm so so soooo pissed off by the strangers..
They age between 30s - 50s (estimated by my friend by their voices)
How do they feel if the victim is their daughter?
Crazy bastards!

My friend has already reported to police..
but she's already at home alone for 5 days,
didn't even step out for classes or anything..
during night, she didn't even dare to sleep with light off..
and she has got the feeling of stared by others all time..
Before that, she's already a mentally weak girl...
I really hope she can go through this..
She's just like my sister..
A girl that sometimes I blame for her weakness,
but I love her for her cheerfulness and her selflessness..

God bless this girl go through this quickly
without any huge consequences...
and those few guys get as bad returns as possible!
Hopefully they all get erectile dysfunction!

Something that really pissed me off

Shin,
I wanna say I have probs too this week..

My personal prob:
I think it's a must to jot it down
to make it a lesson to me...
I dropped RM 97 cash from my pocket when I crossed a busy street..
And I realized it after some time...
I was super down because
I really blamed myself a lot...
I should have been more aware...

The other thing..
recently there was teachers politics,
and later caused class politics.
I'm ok with the thing that happened,
as nobody knows what happened(i mean our classmates)
I won't have any hard feelings toward this..
What we know was just part of the fact...
No point spending time to blame anyone...
To me,
the best way to solve this is to keep mum and just let it go..
If there's really something that will harm us,
we can voice it up when necessary.
But not to complicate the incident with all old examples...
Shin, do you agree with me?

But what made me really speechless was not
my friends who chose one side to stand,
neither those like me who are neutral and don't say a word.
I hate a few that don't even think and simply stand where majority stand.
These people are really horrible,
their attitude and feelings toward a thing/person can be changed according who they're talking to..
Some of them even provide some private info to others to make people accept them as their gang..
It's kinda like betraying our own friends to make people accept us...
Sorry for the foul word..but yes f*** them!
I really look down to those people!
Don't they have brains? No, i don't think they have.
Don't they have hearts? Hmm, maybe yes, maybe no.
They really made me re-consider what a friend is like.
Backstabbing?Betraying? Ohhh they're so low!

I'm so glad and fortunate to have a few of you!
I'm pretty sure I'm not that kind of famous ones, and liked by many people...
but at least,
those I treat them as true friends appreciate and treasure me as well..
Unlike those people,
others treat them as friends,
but when hard times come,
not helping and backstabbing!
Ohhhh! I just hate these few people!

Shin,
sorry for being so emotional..
Because I can't show it in front of my friends..
I don't wanna create another chaos in my class..

Shin, take care ya!
What you've decided was right!
No point tolerating him/her/them further!
Two people that can get along well either because they have similar thoughts,
or because they're comfortable with each other and are able to accept the dissimalarities..
If there's just one party keep giving,
and the other party doesn't appreciate, or doesn't even agree,
no point trying so hard..
A touch-and-go friend in this circumstance would be good enough :)
Cheer my dear..
Since you've made your mind,
just go with what you're gonna do...
I'm here supporting you always :)

Report to you~

Hello shin!
I'm WELL now :)
the day after my diarrhea was ok actually,
but the next morning,
my stomach got so bloated and occasionally pain.
I was so scared but what to do..
The frequency I blurped one day was more than what I did for a month.
Terrible and it lasted for 2 days!
I got no appetide and when I was in a small room with 8 people,
I almost throw up.

Anyway,
it's gone!
and, yuan lai shi menstruation!
hahahaaaa..
who knows pms comes right after diarrhea?
worried me a lot lehh~ hehheeee

How're you?
u're also sick that time right?

Ish!

Shin,
I don't understand why.
I'm pretty sure I don't like him anymore.
But when I see him appearing around me,
I'm annoyed.

Of course,
my friends didn't notice it.
And I didnt' tell them.
I wonder how should I tell them,
and no reason for them to avoid him because of me.

But seriously,
I'm annoyed and
how i wish he totally disappear from my life.
Especially when he approaches my friends in front of me,
without even looking at me.
it sucks! maybe I caused this to happen,
but I hate him!!!

I hate myself too!
I dont want my life ruined up by him!
And somemore,
this is not the one that worth me putting so much effort on!
no matter it's love or hatred,
it's tiring!!!

Shin,
I'm bad, don't I?
But this is how I feel.

These days my mood was just ruined up by this guy..
I wonder I can still treat him as a friend or not...
Ish!

Cheer my dear :)

Heeee sorry for didn't keep you update my dear.
Life is like usual,
nothing much, but I really treasure days like this.
Peaceful and comfortable.
People are curious why I'd rather travel everyday than staying there...

Hmmm
at least at home,
I have some time for myself...
some time for my studies as well..:)

Maybe I'll miss some fun not staying there...
but what I gain is time and
I spend more time thinking bout everything..
Good thing indeed cause I can understand what my lecturer more thoroughly :)

My dear shin,
you're unhappy these few days, aren't you?
To reach further and higher,
you gotta push yourself a bit harder.
I know you suffer, I know it's hard to bear,
but it's also an excellent way to train yourself,
physically, mentally, emotionally...bla bla bla..

I'm pretty sure you'll reach somewhere further and greater than I will.
Because you've got the chance to go through something I've not.
I could recall u told me, 你看得很开了
that's great! keep it up!
Everyone has his/her emotional side,
accept it, bear with it, and let it go as soon as possible.
Sometimes changing the perspective of you to a third person,
you would find that there's actually nothing to worry/feel upset for..

你掌握不到的事 你不可能为它操心
你掌握到的事 你不需要为他操心
好话 当它是名句精言
不好的话 听了笑一笑 不必理睬
你知道自己在干什么就好了

All the best shin!
Go through everything and eventually I want you come back and make me feel proud of you!
Girl,
I trust you can make it through just like how I trust myself can do well in Chiro..
Maybe it takes longer time,
as long as we don't give out,
we'll gain victory! :D Cheer!

Ahma :)

Today's my grandma's 1st death anniversary
Hmmm..
Don't know why since she passed away until now,
I never have strong feeling...

When I think of her,
what I have is just a smile...
What I could recall is her sweet smile,
and how well she treated me when she was alive..

Ahma,
in the heaven,
please take care
and also bless all of us with your loving heart.. <3

Hello *with both hands waving*

Reached there? My dear...
 i think you did!
Hmmm..
so starts my blogging life again! :D

these few days my feeling just sucks!
Cause I'm very weak at chiropractic adjusting techniques..
Don't know how to improve though..

Cause you know,
if you're not good,
you don't really dare to adjust people,
especially those you're not close with..

But I keep telling myself,
I must be able to do it.
This is the decision I made,
I have to be responsible..
Not only to myself..
but to my family, my friends and those who have expectations on me!

God bless me can master the skills as soon as possible!

I guess you're still settling down your things, aren't you?
Tomorrow is your 1st day of  3rd year?
All the best girl~
Achieve the milestone,
and come back to make me feel proud of you! :D

Ok la,
I'm gonna stop here.
If there's something new,
I'll just let you know :)
Stay tuned.

Sexy, free and single :)

There's something I wanna do from the moment I found out that
I was able to let go him!

I really feel like announcing to the world that
I'm finally done with it!!! :D

It's late now,
but the feeling to release the news still stuck on my mind!

So dear world,
I'm now single and not available! Wooooohoooo~
(wanna stay single for some time...admiring someone/getting into a relationship is too tiring to me!)
Wanna spend time with all my beloved friends..
Stand out for them when they need me..
and nevertheless, put more efforts in my studies!!!

Sexy, free and single..
The theme of Super Junior's latest album,
and it matches me very well too~
:) heeeeeeeee ^^

Random ;)

Can't wait to see you, my dear and also cy!
Heeee...^^

These days learning in clinic makes me know
how poor my chiro skills is...
ishhhhhh...
gonna practice practice and practice!!!

SYY,
jia you!!!

Oh ya,
went kajang on monday..
it's really a small place but since we're just talking,
no big deal!

Decided not to follow class to Ipoh,
so I'll be quite free this weekend I suppose...
thinking where to go...

Oh ya,
shin, I feel like meeting u 1st to buy cy's graduation present before
having dinner with them..
and if we happen to buy clothes/dress for cy,
remind me, I have 20 bucks Nichii voucher with me..

result is released!

Result is released!
My GPA dropped a bit,
but yeah, it's still good, i think :)

I got 3.88 for this semester
Last semester was 4.00
I'm satisfied!

CGPA for now is 3.69
3.70 is first class honor!
Aza fighting Sam Yi Ying!
Fight for your 1st class honor..

Shin,
for your information,
those who get 1st class honor don't need to return ptptn loan ;)

Oh ya,
free next week kah?
wanna hv dinner with you and yein...

Heheheee Good News!

yea, Su Ju winsss!
Congratzzzz to you guys, and also the ELF all around the world! ^^

I'll only like those who are the best!
I have good eyesight and great sense huh! >.<

Good luck for my studies ba! :)
Aza Hwaiting!

these days

Shin,
sorry for not updating here for quite a while...
Am terribly busy my dear...

Make it short and simple..
there are 2 major things happening

1. I went clubbing for my very 1st time!
It's terrible and horrible!!!
OMG! so crowded and so smoky~
Don't understand why people like the place so much,...

2. Outing with my TARC classmates
Hehheeee...
enjoyed it to the max!
and,
I'm so honored to have so many excellent friends in my life
*including u, my dear*

Ok la..
that's all...
wanna go back to my studies..
I'm really lagged behind...
So,
see you!

Hello*

Hey shin,
regarding the trip right,
do you have any places stuck in your head?
Or do you have any places u dont wanna go?
(Maybe you're goin with family or friends, i wanna avoid clashes)

I'm really looking forward to it!!! hiak hiak hiak :D
K la...
we'll talk later when you're back...

Nothing much happened to me lately...
Oh, I visited a government hospital last week...
Hmmm...the facilities there was old..
and air circulation was bad...
I couldn't stand the stuffy air there and the hot temperature(yea, non-air con)
I wonder how the patients staying there for months..
seriously, when you're there,
you will just feel bad for the patients...
It's right to say that poor people can't afford sickness...


If you're really free,
go have a look in the websites below...
tell me if you're interested in anything,
so we can preorder with a cheaper price!
There are food, trips etc promotion...
(since we'll be hanging out at least once i suppose, why don't we just buy a voucher @ lower price?)
www.groupsmore.com
www.everyday.com
www.mydeal.com.my
I'll also visit when I'm free..

Relaxing now..
and gotta start striving next week!
Heee watching Super Junior's video...
yea, I'm super into them...
and what a coincidence, Siok Kheng is also very into them! hahahaaa :D

A quote shared by Dr.Anna in facebook :)

  Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. Mark Twain

 

Outing!

Hey shin I have 2 posts today...
this is the 2nd one,
so rmb to read the below one!!!
It's for you!

Heeeeee
On last friday
I went out with Yee Kam
Great outing...
Love this girl!
she has a lovely character!
that's why we're still in contact a few years after high school life..

Saturday outing,
Hoooo! the greatest one!
with jia jun, ching yein and wen wei!
We went 1u for lunch and karaoke!
enjoy it much!
we'll make another one when you're back my dear! :)

And,
shin,
seriously,
I just felt that chun and wen wei are the 2 best guys I've met...
Hmmm...
gonna have "wen wei effect" for a few days...
just like I had "liang chun effect" after I met him...

;)

Read your blog, my dear
Yup, I'm gonna give your a sweet sweet smile :)
and ask you to move on!
The one who stayed till the end wins!
Maybe life's not about win or lose,
but since you're not gonna stop your studies(don't tell me you are!)
why don't you take it lightly?

If you don't feel comfortable,
leave some time for yourself.
You don't need to entertain everyone,
or at least, not all the time, understand?

And if there's a few ones who you're comfortable with,
get along with them!
My dear friend,
life's like this and what we can do is,
accept it with a smile!
Beat it!

I'm strong(I think) and I stand firmly..
Because of YOU!!!
Because I know,
no matter what I do,
no matter how people misunderstand me,
you'll understand and support me! :)
Hope you're like this too!
Let's have faith in each other when we're walking along the path!
Life can't hit us down,
because there's  2of us, (if cy counted in, 3 of us) 人多力量大!
not just you alone, my dear!

Jia You la~
Love ya, and muackss :*

Mom's day :)

Oops..
almost forgot my Mom's day!

Today mom's extremely busy,
i couldn't catch any time to spend with her for a meal..

So
the celebration was yesterday..
brought her and uncle(my mom's bro) for vegetarian dinner..
can't order much caz it's expensive...
3 dishes with rice all cost me 50 bucks..

Nevermind,
after I graduate and earn my own money,
sure I will bring ah gong mommy uncles and aunts for meals..!

Happy Mom's day to all Moms all over the world!
Shin,
have you said " Happy Mom's day" to your mom?
If haven't, do it now! :D

P/s:
Life's like this when exams come..
We get used to it, don't we? x)

Memories

Remember the stadium we had our sport days in??
the Cheras one..

I went there today...
There was a bathing buddha ceremony (浴佛) over there..

Hmm...ya I met someone looked really like wen wei...
OMG!
So much memories flashing...

Miss those moments seriously <3
Life in prefectorial board was really awesome! :D

Ng Boon Wai,
hope to see you real soon! >.<

Hmmm...Thoughts

Life's kinda free here..
But the frustration and miserable feelings always crawl on my body..
once I imagine I'm a doctor and gonna treat patients,
I know I should take every bit of my studies real seriously..
Yet,
I'm just lack of motivation and also a study environment to push me forward..

Shin,
you just can't imagine the life I live now...
watching drama/video clips almost everyday...
The longest hours I have in school is around 4-5 hours...

Sigh..
SYY,
Jia You Ba!

p/s:
tomorrow's one of my sisters' birthday..
we're going to celebrate it at TGI Friday...
Looking forward to it since I've never been there x)

Wish you're well there!

Over, it's OVER!!! :D

Hey Shin!!!
Just completed my presentation 1 hour ago...
Hahhaaaa finally OVER!

I've been working quite hard for this one...
as our lecturer wanted us to present a few research studies that he gave us..
and i guess u know,
reading research studies is like reading boring textbooks with tonnes of vocab in it..

Ya,
this monday,
I went to IOI mall(Puchong) with my classmates..
They went to play laser tag but I wasn't
I didn't buy the voucher as it's a bit pricy (30 bucks)
and I tried before, not that attractive to me..

So, Hui Boon(the one studied in chong hwa) and I went for karaoke..
Hahahaaa imagine!
90 % of songs were korean songs, 7% mandarin, and 3 % english..x)
Kinda like "Korean night" LOL

Ok la...
I'm here enjoying my life much..
as in I'm moving out from here( accommodation in Bukit Jalil) real soon,
perhaps next semester..
So, just enjoy the life with roommate and housemate lo...

U there too take care ya!
Exam's around the corner, right?
All the best la..Must study hard ya!

Last but not least.
miss you here hell lots,
and,
can't wait to see you!!! :D

;)

跟班上同学一起
为老师办一个送别会
今天大家真的玩得很开心
不停地拍照
仿佛像回到了Sem1

在同学们的要求下
我只好和他合照
其实真的很尴尬
甚至当他把手放在我的腰上时
我觉得很不舒服

对于他
也许不再喜欢 爱恋
但是心里那层隔阂
还是没有办法消除

无所谓啦
应该短期内
不会再有接触了

今天真的高兴
好不容易
大家都到齐了
真高兴啊

我的姐妹们
我真的很爱你们啊~
muacksss :-*

;)

今天
看到他在prom的照片

我真的觉得
我放下了
没有心痛的感觉了

真好

不过
回想起来
真不明白
为什么当初会看上他
哈哈

genetics拿到A
爱的鼓励 一下~哈

给你的 要离开地球表面的人 x)

读了你的blog了 亲爱的

以前读过一篇文章 说
两个人在一起 无论是什么关系
一开始 会很投契
因为认识的过程
你们在寻找着你们两个的相似处
找到了 你们一拍即合 很快乐

你们相处久了
渐渐地
习惯了彼此
也慢慢地
看到了 你们不同的地方

这个时候
就非常需要
两个人的智慧
去忍让
这是一种 修养 也是 包容

过了这一关
就应该没有什么事
可以让你们吵起来了

我没有谈过恋爱
但是
跟roommate的相处
大概就是这样的

现在 知道彼此
禁忌的话题
也就不会再怎么吵架了

如果你们是因为
生活习惯而争吵
好好沟通
这是磨合期
真正了解彼此了 就不会在吵了

至于圈子太小了
其实我也这样觉得
很辛苦
不过
熬一熬吧
反正还有两个月

下次回去
带一些宗教的东西回去吧
宗教可以给你很大很大的力量
加油 欣
没有什么事情过不了的
问你自己
 五年后 你还会为这件事烦恼吗？
如果不会 就不要去烦了

日子 到底 好过吗
取决于你
把事情看得简单一点吧
平凡是福啊~

对了
跟清盈昨天才讲电话
想等你回来一起
旅行！
还有去吃好吃的！

在那边
好好努力
我们等你回来！

爱你啦~
开心起来哦！
muacksss :-*
 

;)

对不起 欣
觉得忽略这里久了
哈哈 这个星期 还真忙

最近妈妈都很忙
搞得我见她的时间也少了
上个星期六和日
她就是忙
所以我就提早在星期六就会宿舍了

一个人呆在宿舍真的很无聊
然后chris就找我出去
其实我了解他
单独找我出去 就是要告诉我一些惊天动地的秘密

是的
他告诉我说
他跟我的一个好朋友表白了
他要我帮他 告诉他该怎么办

其实
我的伤都还没痊愈
没人知道
找上我的人
都是需要我给与他们力量的

星期一
考试的前一天
在准备考试的当儿
打了个电话给妈妈
问她说 星期三是公共假期
星期二 要不要回家住
她告诉我说
星期三她整天都不得空
唉 好难过
讲完电话后
想着 爸爸 外婆 妈妈 还有他
然后就哭了

好久都没有那么痛快的哭了
真爽~

星期二的考试不太差啦
30题 26题对
晚上我们有一个senior junior night
还蛮尽兴的啦
然后跟他们去mamak
过后再去唱K

回到家里冲好凉已经
早上五点多了
我的妈啊

星期四
是泼水节
IMU的缅甸老师同学办了一个活动
我参与了
玩水玩得十分开心
:D

昨天
跟同学到snowflake去
也不错开心

只是跟roommate闹得不很开心
她真的很爱惹我生气
真的不知道她有什么问题！！！

欣
你最近又过得怎样呢？

The birthday dinner group photos..

Personally I prefer the 2nd one...but wen wei is not inside,
because it's him holding the camera!!!

欣啊

欣
好想跟你说说话

有好多好多
只想跟你说

在这里
朋友对我不错没有错

有时
他们没有办法了解我时
我就想到你
你在 就不一样了

刚刚
我尝试着把
我想说的 写在这里
但是无论怎么写
都词不达意

等你回来吧
我在把完整的故事告诉你

喜欢过那么多人
最复杂的就是这次
最让我觉得累 失望 无奈的也是这次

好吧 等你回来
才对你剖白一切吧

你在那边要照顾自己啊 ;)

*love*

Hahahahaaa...
don't laugh at me...
I'm so into Super Junior!!!

Especially
Si Won!!!!!!

Actually KyuHyun is adorable too <3
same goes to HanKyung!!!

Hahhaaaa
Jia you la, sha po sam yi ying!
Class test is on next tuesday, studayyyyyy ok???!!!

^^

yea, shin,
it's the samuel you know...

I'm not having a crush on him...
just that, I love his smile..

the smile is so friendly..
so innocent like a child..

Met him this morning while
I was running to IMU because it was raining...
His smile is like the sun,
radiating warmth :)

How good if people around the world smile like this ;)

Ok la..
And one more thing,
i love Si Won in Super Junior! :)
Handsome guy~
and the one who has same birthday as me! >.<

天无绝人之路

Yesterday I was not that down like the few previous weekends..

the few previous weekends when I was alone,

the helpless feeling invaded me..

Made me feel shrinking,

and wanna escape from this world!!!

(not disapppear la, just wanna stay away fr IMU)

yesterday,

when I was in Popular, Ikano Power Centre,

no more depress like few weeks before..

but memories crawled out like nowhere..

I was queuing up to pay, memories again filling up my mind,

I didn't notice people around me,

and suddenly Samuel appeared!

he shocked me, and actually I'm quite glad that someone saved me from the horrible memories..

Hahahaaa..

When my uncle, my mom and I were bout to go home,

my uncle couldn't start off his car..

he needed a car to have both car connected so that the electricity circuit completes..

A nice driver stopped his car and helped us throughout the process..

what my conclusion is,

God shut the door but He will open a window for you.

天无绝人之路! :)

Last night,

Had a dream..

knew that I'm not able to let the person go completely yet..

Anyway,

it gave me a lesson too..

Maybe I should be more generous..

Let the good memories stay,

let the bad ones go away..

Just like how I treated wen wei...

no hatred, what left is just a really good friend :)

Shen Yi Ying,

Jia you!

You can make it! :)

:)

Continue my last night story..
We went Pitstop for dinner...
And girls,
as you know,
chit chatting non-stop!

I should've not donated blood..
Damn tiring weyyy...
Wanted but was not able to get excited...
Anyway, nice gathering~

Tonight I'm shopping with mom!!!
Since mom moved to stay with ahgong,
I could rarely catch chances to talk to mom in one to one..
So, hehe, look forward to tonight! :)

donating blood

My 1st blood donation this morning...
I was still ok during the blood donation process,
but after it,
I got super duper tired and sleepy...
I couldn't even concentrate in classs...

Went Padi for lunch and then we went karaoke..
food was awesome,
and karaoke session was awesome too...
hopefully xue ying can join us for dinner later..

Cooked wantan noodle soup for dinner last night,
with desserts luo han guo sea coconut...
Yummy ;)
Hahaaaa

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New blog new destination!
Shen Yi Ying,
what you have to do now is,
BE HAPPY!

Dear shin, you'll be the only reader...
chillax~