Ish!

Shin,
I don't understand why.
I'm pretty sure I don't like him anymore.
But when I see him appearing around me,
I'm annoyed.

Of course,
my friends didn't notice it.
And I didnt' tell them.
I wonder how should I tell them,
and no reason for them to avoid him because of me.

But seriously,
I'm annoyed and
how i wish he totally disappear from my life.
Especially when he approaches my friends in front of me,
without even looking at me.
it sucks! maybe I caused this to happen,
but I hate him!!!

I hate myself too!
I dont want my life ruined up by him!
And somemore,
this is not the one that worth me putting so much effort on!
no matter it's love or hatred,
it's tiring!!!

Shin,
I'm bad, don't I?
But this is how I feel.

These days my mood was just ruined up by this guy..
I wonder I can still treat him as a friend or not...
Ish!

Cheer my dear :)

Heeee sorry for didn't keep you update my dear.
Life is like usual,
nothing much, but I really treasure days like this.
Peaceful and comfortable.
People are curious why I'd rather travel everyday than staying there...

Hmmm
at least at home,
I have some time for myself...
some time for my studies as well..:)

Maybe I'll miss some fun not staying there...
but what I gain is time and
I spend more time thinking bout everything..
Good thing indeed cause I can understand what my lecturer more thoroughly :)

My dear shin,
you're unhappy these few days, aren't you?
To reach further and higher,
you gotta push yourself a bit harder.
I know you suffer, I know it's hard to bear,
but it's also an excellent way to train yourself,
physically, mentally, emotionally...bla bla bla..

I'm pretty sure you'll reach somewhere further and greater than I will.
Because you've got the chance to go through something I've not.
I could recall u told me, 你看得很开了
that's great! keep it up!
Everyone has his/her emotional side,
accept it, bear with it, and let it go as soon as possible.
Sometimes changing the perspective of you to a third person,
you would find that there's actually nothing to worry/feel upset for..

你掌握不到的事 你不可能为它操心
你掌握到的事 你不需要为他操心
好话 当它是名句精言
不好的话 听了笑一笑 不必理睬
你知道自己在干什么就好了

All the best shin!
Go through everything and eventually I want you come back and make me feel proud of you!
Girl,
I trust you can make it through just like how I trust myself can do well in Chiro..
Maybe it takes longer time,
as long as we don't give out,
we'll gain victory! :D Cheer!

Ahma :)

Today's my grandma's 1st death anniversary
Hmmm..
Don't know why since she passed away until now,
I never have strong feeling...

When I think of her,
what I have is just a smile...
What I could recall is her sweet smile,
and how well she treated me when she was alive..

Ahma,
in the heaven,
please take care
and also bless all of us with your loving heart.. <3

Hello *with both hands waving*

Reached there? My dear...
 i think you did!
Hmmm..
so starts my blogging life again! :D

these few days my feeling just sucks!
Cause I'm very weak at chiropractic adjusting techniques..
Don't know how to improve though..

Cause you know,
if you're not good,
you don't really dare to adjust people,
especially those you're not close with..

But I keep telling myself,
I must be able to do it.
This is the decision I made,
I have to be responsible..
Not only to myself..
but to my family, my friends and those who have expectations on me!

God bless me can master the skills as soon as possible!

I guess you're still settling down your things, aren't you?
Tomorrow is your 1st day of  3rd year?
All the best girl~
Achieve the milestone,
and come back to make me feel proud of you! :D

Ok la,
I'm gonna stop here.
If there's something new,
I'll just let you know :)
Stay tuned.