2016 New Year Resolution

1. at least 150 patients/month

2. attend at least 2 chiropractic-related seminar

3. save my first ***MYR

4. put myself back in healthy lifestyle (good quality food and sufficient physical activity)

5. Learn a musical instrument

6. Learn a new language

7. bring mom for at least 2 oversea trips

8. able to adjust 80% of patients presented to me

9. take the initiative to organize 1 gathering for CH110

10. be always thankful to anyone who is or who has been or who was helpful to me

11. Not to forget who I am no matter how high I reach and always reach out my hands to the poor

My whole stretch of Xmas break

First of all,
wen wei left M'sia.
Shin I think you're well aware of that, right?

The day before Xmas eve,
wen wei came for adjustment and we had dinner.
after that before we part,
kai siang's gang called and invited me over for a drink.
after some thinking, I decided to go.
It's a hangout with gay pals again. lol
and and and, I met jun wen there lol

Xmas eve,
I'm super glad to meet my 2 beloved sisters.
lovely lunch and nice softsrve :)
talking, gift exchange and selfies haha

Xmas eve countdown,
hangout with yikai and bf.
lol again.
anyway, I had a great night talking and spending time together with them.
but I guess more people will be better.
Perhaps next year I should take the initiative to held a Xmas party hehe

Xmas,
hangout with mommy.
brought her for movie, Ip Man3.
nice to spend time outside with her,
but I really wish that she will stop working

2 days after Xmas,
1st day back to work.
and farewell dinner for wen wei.
brought him to Shangri-La Hotel for dinner and
bought him a gift in his wishlist.
I thought I'll experience the "withdrawal symptoms" again but surprisingly emotionally I'm stable Lol
Perhaps I've seen him too much recently. Good luck and all the best pal!

That ends my break.
And starting yesterday i'm covering for my boss for 6 full days.
Not really long,
but sad thing is i'm working on new year day :(
anyway, I hope there're patients so that it's worth me spending time staying in the clinic.

Heading to Ipoh luuu

Heading for Ipoh short getaway tomorrow

and and AND..

I'm not prepared yet at all!!!

Haven't packed clothes..

Haven't cleaned my car (i'm driving this round)..

Haven't had ITINERARY lol


I must be CRAZY lol


Gonna pengsan @.@

LOL

after so many years..

After so many years...

Reading love letters by Hui Yi to Wen Wei
It disgusted me a lil but also made me recall the high school day.
Never ever read the letters/diary we've written..
I just can't imagine what made me write those things that give me goosebumps now lol

Also,
After so many years,
Meeting back yijie
It's been really long but it was a comfortable talk.
I'm not offended, embarrassed or being awkward.
I guess,
this showed we've really matured and now,
We're really talking like adult. Lol

Back in those days,
I can never imagine we'd have conversation like this in the future.

I just bought flight tix to Korea next year! Yoohoooooo! :D
I'm so looking forward that I started counting down already hehe
124 days left!!!
Can't wait to explore Korea with my beloved sisters :))))
Going to Seoul and Busan..I think I'll like Busan more :)

I'm gonna end here. Hopefully everyone everything goes well :)aftrr

a lil thought

I'm so free today :(
Working whole day long but just 1 patient turned up.
There're 3 in the list by the way.

There's always ups and downs i guess.
This past wednesday was good.
I've seen 18.

Life moves on, nothing special takes place.
Had a good chat with Boon on tuesday night.
I'm scared by how mad a woman can turn out to be.
Nope, I'm not talking about Boon. It's another one.

Another thing.
Wen Wei got his IELTS results this morning.
He called me right after he got his results, i think.
There's only an outcome when you put so much hope into something,
which is getting disappointed even the result is not as bad.

Last but not least,
all my blessings go to the victims of IS.
What Putin, the Russia president said was interesting,
"Forgiving them is God's job, mine is to send them to God" LOL
His words made my day seriously :D

I think people who caused all these should be punished.
Anyway, i still love this country and this mother earth :)

Too much

I'm a simple girl.
And I hope people surrounding me things happening around me to be simple.

But it never happens
What happened recently have worn me off.
Too much of negativity.
Stress comes when a few problems arise together or consecutively.

I wish someone can free me from all these.
Hmm I think it'll eventually be gone but I think I'm undergoing the frustration period

I need a change of environment.

BFF forever

I'm really thankful to Yikai..

He's not my brother, but he acted like my elder brother

We went Bersih yesterday.

Since the moment we met the huge crowd,

his hand never let go of mine.

The more people there were,

the firmer he hold my hand.

In the huge crowd,

even if I don't see his face his hand still dragging me forward. 

As everyone knows,

the nearer your are to the stage, the more dangerous it is.

The first day I failed to even go near Dataran Merdeka,

2nd day it's this best friend who hold me and walked past the crowd.

We were sitting by the roadside singing with the crowd, shouting with the crowd.

Reading up to this point,

You must have been thinking I got the right person to come with me

Who shares the same interest as me, don't you?

In fact, it's not.

This friend of mine doesn't even know who is Gorbin Singh. Lol

Just because of it's something I wanna do,

he gave his best to help risking his life. I'm touched.

BFF forever 

Thanks god for sending such a great friend to me :)
Hopefully he's always happy and well 

Xoxo

手圈手一起走

灯亮起来 我们献上一份爱 
陪伴每个你 画出彩虹的色彩 
茫茫人海 始终有一种安排 
让我们相遇在这里 在同一个舞台 

为你喝采 坚定心志不摇摆 
将心屝敞开 迎接最真挚关怀 
日日夜夜 晴天下雨一起挨 
我们承诺用心灌溉 希望你别走开 

*把手给我 手圈手 一起走 
让微笑驱走忧愁 未来日子 一起拼凑 
就让我们 手圈手 一起走 
阳光为你我守候 梦想就在前头 期待每一份感动

一点点想法

我第一次的和平游行 Bersih 4.0

我是一个相当怕死怕痛的人 

所以 谈到这些活动 我还蛮意兴润珊的

但这次

我的祖国 马来西亚真的生重病了

我们当然可以置之不理 那是人权 

没人动得了你

但身为一位马来西亚人

你要就这么放弃吗 

孙中山革命也好像九次才成功

而且 这次的和平游行没有动用到武力

不就象征着我们又迈前了一步吗

每每看到身边的朋友讲负气话 

我就想起我那已过世的阿嬷

小表弟刚出世时

长得又丑又小 全世都一直起疹子 一直哭 一直病

他妈妈有时都不太想理会了

只有阿嬷非常有耐心地照顾他

她总说

要有耐心 一点点来 总会慢慢好的

现在小表弟四年级了

阿嬷人不在了 爱还在

为什么我们不能多给些耐心

Bersih 不是高兴聚在一起然后就成事 

而是持续性的抗争 一步步把恶势力打倒

我们的祖先为了我们从没放弃过

从日本时期 到英国殖民时期 到独立

为汁儿我们要这么快绝望

我们也该为我们的后代着想啊

我很怕 催泪弹

我很怕 水炮

我更怕 我的祖国没有未来

我更怕 我的孩子后辈活在黑暗当中

我最怕 有一天我会和他们一样 不再在乎任何事情 然后移民

亲爱的人们

让我们手牵手一起挨过

许马来西亚一个更好的明天

马来西亚

祝您 生日快乐

今年我已献上最好的礼物了 

Today and tomorrow

Celebrated wen wei's birthday just now.
Hopefully he won't feel lonely this birthday la
Really hope he lives happily and lives a meaningful life too..

Tomorrow is D-day.
An important day for my beloved country...
An important day for me as a citizen to show my affection toward this country
I must be brave and always stay motivated
Nothing will stop me
Fighting Syy!
For the me, my family and friends, and the future generation!

A night with great companion and awesome music

Last night was great, seriously.

Laughed like a sha po with this long lost primary school friend

Lol

It's an impromptu yumcha 

She called and we talked for a while and agreed to come out to yumcha

Non stop laughter made the night awesome! 

Not to forget the wonderful singers! 

They were able to sing Pte song I requested "without you" beautifully! 

And and and they're men.

Hahaaa nice environment

I seriously will consider next time to revisit this place again. 

I think I've made up my mind and it's time to work hard! 

God please help me this time! 

I want to succeed not only for my own, 

But for the people out there too.

Please lend me your kind hands. 

Unexpected fun and dilemma

Talked to Wason this evening.
Quite rarely,
Facebook messenger chat with him made me dead laughing at the conversation.
It was full of fun despite of just a 20 minutes chat.
Miss him a lot, especially the laughter he brought to us.
Come back to us, let's recall the memories we share together :)
Miss you a hell lot, Wason Tai!!! <3

Making a decision is never easy to me,
even if a decision of what to eat for my next meal.
So, a life changing decision is just too much for me.
Especially this comes so unexpectedly early.
This actually brings my plan forward by years.
Hmm...I'm in dilemma.

I think I need a fortune teller.
Risk taking is never my style and play safe is always my principle.
But now I'm uncertain what I should do.

I'm in misery
There's ain't nobody who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me
Your silence is slowly killing me

Somewhat the lyric above matches the situation quite well lol un

Homosexualism

Sometimes,
I think I'm a good candidate to be gay.
Or Bi?

I'll prove you my points.
First of all,
I find myself very comfortable with girls and gay guys.
We get along easily, have good conversations and share similar thoughts.

Secondly,
And I understand how their thinking's like.


But, but, but,
why am I not yet a gay?
Lol

I'm open to all possibilities.

A post written for Wong Yi Kai :D

So glad that my lappie is functioning like normal again!!! <3
God bless

And thank heaps to Mr.Wong Yi Kai for trying so hard to help me..
He's seriously one of them that I think I can ask for help anytime, anywhere
Love him much xoxo

Wong Yi Kai,
God bless you always stay happy and healthy..
because I will need you a lot in my future hahahaha

Bits and pieces everywhere!

Another plane crash incident..
A320..
and this was the 8th commercial plane crash case since MH370
Terrible!

What happened to our dearest mother earth?
I think we must have been really bad to the earth and karma is returned to us
:(
We really have to be more considerate toward home of us.

Mr LKY passed away.
A heartbreaking news not only to Singaporeans.
Somewhat it's predictable.
I'm not a big fans of his but I do respect him for all his contributions to his country.
A great person who sacrificed a lot for the well being of others is always worth my respect :)
Salute and great bow to Mr LKY :) You've made a good role model for most people who are still miserable and lost 

Shin,
if you're reading my blog,
hopefully you're doing well.
Long distance relationship is tough but if he's meant to be the one,
he'll be the one :)

Watching a drama "Doctor Stranger".
Was a nice drama showing how selfless a doctor can be.
Jong Suk successfully played a dorky, responsible, knowledgeable, down to earth doctor.
Hopefully I can be someone like him :) Fighting Syy <3

感动啊

看着自己曾经深爱的人
现在的好朋友
一直进步着
一直前进着
一步步领悟了生命的真谛
我真的好好好感动

阿弥陀佛
谢谢你让他看到了生命美好的一面
谢谢你让他明白什么是平凡的幸福

哈哈
我觉得我也不错
我不需要环游世界但我可以领悟这些 哈哈
也许如果是我去环游世界 应该感触更多吧

朋友
永远祝福你 :)

欣啊
我觉得我好像见证了他人生的成长
好开心 好感动

另外
最近我突然觉得自己长大了
令我烦恼的不再是
琐碎的感情友情事
而是病人的情况
我一定要成为一个可以帮到病人的医生
我要用我的双手让别人远离病痛 让笑容回到他们的脸上 :)

沈奕颖也长大了啊~哈哈