AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Jiu Ming arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Shin,
I really feel like crying..
Recently I really feel like everything is opposing me...
I feel so weak..
and don't feel like working for anything anymore..
why why whyyyyyyyyy

stupid lecturer,
and selfish groupmates...

All these are really driving me crazy...

丝路

丝路的歌词真的很美
最喜欢以下两句

如果流浪是你的天赋
那么你
一定是我最美的追逐

星星就像穷人的珍珠
你的笑
支撑着我虔诚的最初

哈哈哈 好美妙的意境啊
阿信好厉害哦 >.<

Mr.Huang's birthday :)

today's Wen Wei's birthday..
and I totally forget about it!
I mean, I know his birthday is 28/8..
but as I grow older, and get busier,
I'm just clueless and unable to relate those dates with birthdays!

Anyway,
have facebook reminding me helps me with this!
Luckily, I would say,
I sent him messages to wish him..

He's really such a special friend to me..
A guy I loved madly, crazily..
The first guy I call it love..
And most probably,
he knew my feelings, but he never voice it out..
things just went on very naturally..

Even now,
I'm no longer in love with him..
but I'm really really thankful to him..
for giving me such a nice memory,
and keeping our friendship well..

Dear god,
please bless him with your loving heart..
makes him strong..
makes him tough..
and also makes him lives healthily..

Hahahahahahaa
the touching, excited-ness, happiness for being able to have a short chat with him
can't just be described by words...
I feel so blessed for being able to know him, love him and now,
being good friends..

HAPPY DAYYYYYY!

p/s:
shin, I think u arrived there safely?
I'm too late to know your flight...
Hopefully you're doing well there!
Love lotssss :* Let's jia you together!!!!

Everytime I think of you and wenwei,
I feel so motivated!!!!!!!
Xue zhang xue zhang xue zhang, jia you jia you jia you!!!! <3

Tummy T.T

SHin arr..
I've got tummy bloating and mild diarrhea again...
and a feeling of something grinding/squeezing in my tummy just comes and goes..
(when this feeling comes, it's really uncomfortable)

Feel that my tummy is really sensitive..
I'm also not sure what I ate that caused this...
Ytd I really didn't feel like going to school..
but thinking of I had a patient ytd, so I went..

Now, it's almost gone...
ytd I din eat much...
and I made myself a ENO ginger flavored drink...
maybe the gas is all forced out so I'm feeling much better now..
SO no worries la...
I'm just curious why my tummy gets so sensitive recently..

A case to share with you

The boy that I was so sorry for..
His progression is pretty good..
so the coming monday will be his last visit(hopefully)
if everything's ok, then I'll wrap up the case :D:D:D
God bless him...

today I've got a quite difficult case...
just to share with you here shin...

She's a 22y/o female patient studying Medicine in IMU...
She came for postural check up, as well as a check for her knees..
She had a trauma on both knees when she was 15..
she fell from a van, landed on both knees..
that time she thought it was minor thing..
so she just did a basic dressing for her open wound with antiseptics..
since then, her knees got really vulnerable...
a minor hit, or even gentle tap on patella would cause her knees to bruise
(so she cannot really kneel down too)
when she was 17/18, before going to national service,
she saw an orthopedic, and her X-ray revealed normal,
the orthopedic actually prescribed her with physiotherapy,
but she doesnt think it helps.
and later after she entered IMU, she went to IMU clinic again for her knees problem..
and the MD prescribed physio as well, but same thing, she didnt think it works.
Usually she wont feel the pain, but once the knee get hit, or tap, it just get bruises very easily.
Hmmm so my clinician actually saw my patient after i took the history...
Not much examination was done on her, we just asked for knee (weight bearing) AP and lateral X-ray for both knees..
X-ray showed slight medial shift of the knee, and the medial knee joint space of both knees are diminished.
My clinician said she's very likely to develop into osteoarthritis without any intervention..

So this is my case...And I'm goin to look into her X-ray tmr...
Update you after I see her and examine her on monday?
Hmmm...you like me posting cases like this?
If yes, I'll do it if I see interesting cases...you can just read for pleasure :)

Repent...

Shin a...I'm here to repent...
recently I've seen a patient..
oh, it's on my exam day itself...
and the patient was a walk-in patient,
coincidentally I was free that time,
hence he became my patient..

I was very nervous that time due to the time contraint( 1 more hr to exam),
as well as the case type..
it's a wrist case..
so as what my clinician told me,
I took the history and got back to him..
he listened to me and asked me to do some examinations...

I just followed what he said but I didn't rule out fracture...
and I didn't do some neurological screen as well...
besides that, active, passive and resisted movement are important to us...
but I didn't do resisted(coz my clinician just asked me to do active and passive)

I was super nervous because I'm not familiar with upper limb at all!
So I just followed what the clinician told..
but, after my test, I thought for some time..
I felt that I'm seriously wrong...
I should have screened the fracture at the first place...
and I didn't really do muscle testing because my clinician already given me the diagnosis...

Luckily,
the patient got much better...
But I feel so so sorry to this patient that I didn't provide him with best care...
I would have done better if I'm more calmed and think more by myself(not only listening to the clinician)
He's such a nice guy, during he treatment, we chat quite a lot...
Shin...sigh..I really needa be more well-prepared...
and also always clear bout what I do...

My dear patient CXXX XXX XXXX,
I'm terribly sorry...I hope my clinician was right and hopefully the treatment plan works well for you... I'll pray for you to recover as fast as possible...T.T

3 people

3 people

1. Betrayer

2. Loudspeaker/ amplifier

3. Someone who does not tell truth

HaHaHaHaHaHa..
Finally,
half of the class knew it.
And,
None of them got hurt...only those around them..

HaHaHaHaHa..
thanks la...
for letting me know MALE human creature are so untrustable...
so selfish...
so stupid!!!

:)))

Shin arr...
just found that I really didnt blog here for such a long time!

Sigh,
anyway it's a good sign u know...
either it's because I managed to talk to u via whatsapp,
or else because recently I'm really fine! :)

Anyway,
I'm quite active in my the other blog which is open to public...
u can go there have a look if u want any latest updates of mine...
www.wretch.cc/blog/y1y1ng91

I think I'll reserve here for more inner thoughts...
or something I can't talk it publicly...
I really hope you don't mind..

And seriously,
You've been my great listener, as well as adviser...
I'm really thankful and grateful for having you...
I told you few times before...
even now I'm alone, sometimes lonely,
when I think of you and our dream..
nothing can beat me down!!!

Hehehhee ok la we must add oil together ya!
I wanna defeat everything and become a good doctor in the future!!! :D

Happy 2013

Happy 2013 Shin!!
I'm so sorry for ignoring here for a while..
anyway, this will not be a long post too i think..
Cause,
I'm now studying for my final,
and it comes in 2 days time...

Wanna wish u here a brand new, fruitful, blessed 2013!
May you and your family stay well and healthy!
All the best for your coming exams ya!
Let's kill them together! Fighting!!! :D

P/s:
wenwei went to Sg to work dy..
(knew it fr facebook)
I'm a lil down coz,
again, one best friend left...
anyway, semangat back! I wanna fight for my exams 1st!