BFF forever

I'm really thankful to Yikai..

He's not my brother, but he acted like my elder brother

We went Bersih yesterday.

Since the moment we met the huge crowd,

his hand never let go of mine.

The more people there were,

the firmer he hold my hand.

In the huge crowd,

even if I don't see his face his hand still dragging me forward. 

As everyone knows,

the nearer your are to the stage, the more dangerous it is.

The first day I failed to even go near Dataran Merdeka,

2nd day it's this best friend who hold me and walked past the crowd.

We were sitting by the roadside singing with the crowd, shouting with the crowd.

Reading up to this point,

You must have been thinking I got the right person to come with me

Who shares the same interest as me, don't you?

In fact, it's not.

This friend of mine doesn't even know who is Gorbin Singh. Lol

Just because of it's something I wanna do,

he gave his best to help risking his life. I'm touched.

BFF forever 

Thanks god for sending such a great friend to me :)
Hopefully he's always happy and well 

Xoxo

手圈手一起走

灯亮起来 我们献上一份爱 
陪伴每个你 画出彩虹的色彩 
茫茫人海 始终有一种安排 
让我们相遇在这里 在同一个舞台 

为你喝采 坚定心志不摇摆 
将心屝敞开 迎接最真挚关怀 
日日夜夜 晴天下雨一起挨 
我们承诺用心灌溉 希望你别走开 

*把手给我 手圈手 一起走 
让微笑驱走忧愁 未来日子 一起拼凑 
就让我们 手圈手 一起走 
阳光为你我守候 梦想就在前头 期待每一份感动

一点点想法

我第一次的和平游行 Bersih 4.0

我是一个相当怕死怕痛的人 

所以 谈到这些活动 我还蛮意兴润珊的

但这次

我的祖国 马来西亚真的生重病了

我们当然可以置之不理 那是人权 

没人动得了你

但身为一位马来西亚人

你要就这么放弃吗 

孙中山革命也好像九次才成功

而且 这次的和平游行没有动用到武力

不就象征着我们又迈前了一步吗

每每看到身边的朋友讲负气话 

我就想起我那已过世的阿嬷

小表弟刚出世时

长得又丑又小 全世都一直起疹子 一直哭 一直病

他妈妈有时都不太想理会了

只有阿嬷非常有耐心地照顾他

她总说

要有耐心 一点点来 总会慢慢好的

现在小表弟四年级了

阿嬷人不在了 爱还在

为什么我们不能多给些耐心

Bersih 不是高兴聚在一起然后就成事 

而是持续性的抗争 一步步把恶势力打倒

我们的祖先为了我们从没放弃过

从日本时期 到英国殖民时期 到独立

为汁儿我们要这么快绝望

我们也该为我们的后代着想啊

我很怕 催泪弹

我很怕 水炮

我更怕 我的祖国没有未来

我更怕 我的孩子后辈活在黑暗当中

我最怕 有一天我会和他们一样 不再在乎任何事情 然后移民

亲爱的人们

让我们手牵手一起挨过

许马来西亚一个更好的明天

马来西亚

祝您 生日快乐

今年我已献上最好的礼物了 

Today and tomorrow

Celebrated wen wei's birthday just now.
Hopefully he won't feel lonely this birthday la
Really hope he lives happily and lives a meaningful life too..

Tomorrow is D-day.
An important day for my beloved country...
An important day for me as a citizen to show my affection toward this country
I must be brave and always stay motivated
Nothing will stop me
Fighting Syy!
For the me, my family and friends, and the future generation!

A night with great companion and awesome music

Last night was great, seriously.

Laughed like a sha po with this long lost primary school friend

Lol

It's an impromptu yumcha 

She called and we talked for a while and agreed to come out to yumcha

Non stop laughter made the night awesome! 

Not to forget the wonderful singers! 

They were able to sing Pte song I requested "without you" beautifully! 

And and and they're men.

Hahaaa nice environment

I seriously will consider next time to revisit this place again. 

I think I've made up my mind and it's time to work hard! 

God please help me this time! 

I want to succeed not only for my own, 

But for the people out there too.

Please lend me your kind hands. 

Unexpected fun and dilemma

Talked to Wason this evening.
Quite rarely,
Facebook messenger chat with him made me dead laughing at the conversation.
It was full of fun despite of just a 20 minutes chat.
Miss him a lot, especially the laughter he brought to us.
Come back to us, let's recall the memories we share together :)
Miss you a hell lot, Wason Tai!!! <3

Making a decision is never easy to me,
even if a decision of what to eat for my next meal.
So, a life changing decision is just too much for me.
Especially this comes so unexpectedly early.
This actually brings my plan forward by years.
Hmm...I'm in dilemma.

I think I need a fortune teller.
Risk taking is never my style and play safe is always my principle.
But now I'm uncertain what I should do.

I'm in misery
There's ain't nobody who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me
Your silence is slowly killing me

Somewhat the lyric above matches the situation quite well lol un

Homosexualism

Sometimes,
I think I'm a good candidate to be gay.
Or Bi?

I'll prove you my points.
First of all,
I find myself very comfortable with girls and gay guys.
We get along easily, have good conversations and share similar thoughts.

Secondly,
And I understand how their thinking's like.


But, but, but,
why am I not yet a gay?
Lol

I'm open to all possibilities.

A post written for Wong Yi Kai :D

So glad that my lappie is functioning like normal again!!! <3
God bless

And thank heaps to Mr.Wong Yi Kai for trying so hard to help me..
He's seriously one of them that I think I can ask for help anytime, anywhere
Love him much xoxo

Wong Yi Kai,
God bless you always stay happy and healthy..
because I will need you a lot in my future hahahaha