Upset bout taiwan trip

I'm so so so upset..

I just don't know whether to go taiwan with wen wei or my brother..
Truthfully,
I think I'll enjoy more with wen wei because I can talk more..
but the other side is my brother..

and also because,
I wish to travel alone..
being solo backpacker is totally different..and I wanna know how it feels like so badly!!!

aiyoooo
and because of this I've been dragging the flight ticket purchase,
and now the tix is so much more expensive..

Airasia gives a promotion..
if you book hotel and flight tix together, it'll be much cheaper..
but the problem is,
u have to stay in that hotel for the all days..

and I'm not sure bout my itinerary yet.
aishh
and if wen wei or my bro joining,
I'm not sure where they wanna stay at..
I plan to take a female dorm with the airasia promotion
(wanna know new friends in dorm)