Unexpected fun and dilemma

Talked to Wason this evening.
Quite rarely,
Facebook messenger chat with him made me dead laughing at the conversation.
It was full of fun despite of just a 20 minutes chat.
Miss him a lot, especially the laughter he brought to us.
Come back to us, let's recall the memories we share together :)
Miss you a hell lot, Wason Tai!!! <3

Making a decision is never easy to me,
even if a decision of what to eat for my next meal.
So, a life changing decision is just too much for me.
Especially this comes so unexpectedly early.
This actually brings my plan forward by years.
Hmm...I'm in dilemma.

I think I need a fortune teller.
Risk taking is never my style and play safe is always my principle.
But now I'm uncertain what I should do.

I'm in misery
There's ain't nobody who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me
Your silence is slowly killing me

Somewhat the lyric above matches the situation quite well lol un